Dan, Allie, Grandma, Dana & Elizabeth and I all set up a memorial for you.
We painted rocks with things we wanted to say to you. I chose that spot so when I am old I can bring you more rocks. I love you
and think of you often. It's hard down here without you. You taught me so many many things dealing with the loss of you, that I CANNOT even count them all. I consider it a blessing now to have a child in Heaven. You didn't just get to go to Hawaii or a vacation somewhere. You are not coming back, but still....It is a blessing knowing your child's soul is spending time each day in the most perfect peaceful place a child can be. This world is awful, and sinful...you will never experience so many earthly things that most do, However, your soul is being made better and better with the help of God and His Angels, and I am also smiling at the fact that you got to meet my grandparents and many other family members that I love so dear. What is it like up there? What is your job? I predict your job has something to do with love, but what is it really? So many questions and dreams about what your days are filled with. Do you have days up in Heaven, or does it just go into one big continous day. There is no darkness the bible tells us. Are you filled with Jesus' love. Didn't I tell you he was real...I am working on my soul buddy. I want to keep it away from evil. I want you to know that I do feel blessed that your soul is home. I wish people understood I want to brag it from the roof tops!!!! I want to brag that you are in Heaven...because it is so wonderful there, I cannot even fathom most of the wonderful...
I miss you so much buddy. I love you forever. I think about you everyday. I know you are in Heaven. I know you are spending time
with God. I am singing my song to God for you lots. I miss you. I miss you. Every second of every minute of every day I miss you.
I cannot wait to see you in Heaven. I know your soul is so much different now. Your soul feels no pain, no guilt, just peace and love.
Thank you for the many blessings that you or God have been up to...
We Love you J.C. 
